we lay there in the dark, quite just the sound of the fan. I look over at her wondering what she dreams about. Maby she dreams about her past full of.. Well, When I think about it i only know tiny bits. I want to know but, am I affraid to ask? Do i really want to know? I stare at her wondering if she is awake, her eyes are closed. But.. Is she really sleeping? I stare at her some more... I remember the first night i ever layed eyes on her. It was a cool night and we were in a school parking lot. She was with her Boyfriend and his Ugly civc.. When the dim light touched her face my mind went blank, My body felt numb. For the First time in my life I was jealous of another man. He had such a beautiful girl by his side. I could not get the image of her out of my mind, i wanted to know her i wanted to see her again... I roll over to check the time. The green numbers read 2:23 am. We had to get up in four hours.. I rolled back over and i kiss her right above her right eyebrow. I close my eyes.. I cant stop wondering what her life was like before me..... Maby One day.. i lay there drifting off listening to her breath, so soft and steady.